Current mood:
nostalgic
nak cakap pasal aku n family laa..aku ni beruntung sangat sebab family aku jenis yg happy go lucky...x der masalah..makayah ok..kira cam bertuah laa aku dapat rasa suasana family cam nih..bila tgk family org lain tuh...timbul insaf dalam diri..yer laa rumah org lain kucar-kacir gara2 mak bapak gaduh..tapi aku ..x der nak lalu mender2 cam tuh..untuk tu aku ucap syukur pada tuhan sebab bg aku family cam nih..bila cakap pasal mak,hmm mak nih satu aku respek kat dia..dan aku yakin x derkat mak org lain..dia nih penyabar,ayah cakap apa pun..tengking ker..marah ker...dia akur jer..dia biar ayah marah dulu...dia takkan lawan atau nak bangkang apa ayah kata..mungkin dia paham situasi org tgh marah kan?ayah bertuah dapat mak..bila ayah ok ..jadi semua x jadi masalah..yg jadi gaduh besar tuh..mak bapak tak nak bertoleransi..masing2 nak menang..so?how?of couurse laa semua jadi berantakan...hmm bg aku mak nih jenis yg memahami..kalu dulu aku selalu nak mak jadi cam mak org lain ..yer laa mak ngn anak cam member kan..tapi baru aku sedar mak pun ada ciri2 cam tuh..tapi dia tak tunjuk masa aku kecik..sekarang br dia tunjuk..pastuh mak nih ..dia mudah dipujuk..yer laa aku selalu wat dia marah ..dia merajuk...dia mesti diam..satu aku tanya, satu dia jawap.sah tu mesti ada dia tak puas hati ker, letih ker..aku mesti diam dulu..lepas tuh dia jugak yg gi tegur aku..best aakk mak aku?itu dia merajuk,kalu aku merajuk..hmm guess wht?dah sah2 laa dia yg pujuk aku..dia pujuk lain auu..dia akan cari cerita apa2 jer..pasal org kampung ker,pasal member aku kat kampung ker..apa ker..dia ajak berbual..serta merta kita tertarik terus lupa apa yang terpendam di hati..lagi pun aku ni jenis yg cepat ok..cepat marah cepat ok..hehhehe.kalo nak cakap pasal ayah plak..perghhh aku mmg salute betul ngn ayah aku..seumur hidup aku ..aku x pernah rasa tak puas hati dengan dia.aku tak pernah tgk dia pilih kasih anak2 dia..bayangkan aku ada 8 adik beradik..tapi aku xpernah rasa terkecuali..begitu jugak yg lain ..x pernah dia nak pilih kasih..sampai ada satu ketika aku x tau apa itu pilih kasih.sumpah x pernah tgk.pastu ayah aku ni jenis yang merendah diri.kalu kat kampung dia kira orang hormat jugak ..sayang ayah aku dia tak der pelajaran jer..kalau tak aku rasa imam dia boleh jadi,ketua kampung boleh..tapi dia tak nak sebab dia kata dia tak der pelajaran.tu jer.ayah aku jugak yg x cepat melenting..dia jenis cool..kalau dikalangan kengkawan aku, semua cakap ayah aku kelakar..heheh..memang pun.aku ngn mat yie selalu gelak kat die..die nyer ayat tuh bley wat kitorang pecah perut.the best father in da world..luv u dad..org tau ayah selalu semayang sunat supaya anak2 semua elok2, bahagia, thanks for that.mmg betul org cakap jasa mak bapak mmg x leh balas..x kira kita ni org besar ke..org kehormat ker..mmg x leh balas..jadi org bley doakan ayah jer..itu pun selalu lupa..maaf untuk itu.ayah selalu tunjuk contoh yg baik untuk aku ngn family aku..tak der satu pun yg buruk aku tgk kat ayah..mungkin ada tapi sikit jer..kalau banyak mesti aku bley bg tau kat sini..tapi aku x ingat satu pun ..dia memahami anak2..semua kelapan2 anak dia..dia bley paham..betul..kadang2 mak pun x bley wat cam ayah.mak..ayah org selalu jer nak mintak maaf kat makngn ayah kalo org ada salah ker apa ker..tapi org malu nak cakap..memang banyak kan dosa yg org wat kat mak..mak penat2 wat keje..tapi org ..tak tolong pun..mak bangun pepagi nak carik rezki..tapi org..aduuiii...dr dulu sampai sekarang...mak tak berenti2 lagi keje..org kalu bley nak abis cepat2 sekolah..nak keje..nak tolong mak..masa tuh..mak ngn ayah duk umah jerk..x yah susah2 cam dulu lagi..org nak hantar mak gi mekah..tapi sempat ker?kang org yg pergi dulu..org doakan mak panjang umur..moga2 sempat mak ngn ayah jejak tanah suci mekkah tuh..insyaAllah.disini org nak cakap yang org sayangggg sangat ngn mak ngn ayah...sayanggg sangat..terima kasih jaga ming slama ini..segala salah dan silap ming memang datang dr ming ..x der pun dtg dr mak ngn ayah..mak ngn ayah dah sempurnakan dah tugas yg Allah bg kat mak ngn ayah.moga kita akan selalu diberkati oleh Yang Maha Esa.dan dirahmati hendaknya. ®Sunday, April 03, 2011
statement x leh blah...dengki apa?
sampai je rumah..dapat tahu citer hot. xleh pakai seluar dalam kolej..wtf.. kawan tu baru pakai sehari..dah kene tegur..yang aku pakai hari2..x ditegur plak..dah brapa lama pendam?apsal x bg tahu aku...hari2 tgk muka aku..hari2 tahu je kan aku pakai seluar..apsal kawan aku pakai baru sehari..dh kene tegur..dekan pun pakai..x yah nk kecoh laa kan.tak leh pakai seluar JEANS baru macam real sket. siap tambah... "staff2 tutt memang suka pakai seluar" weeii...apsal.. x puas hati ke apa?siap satu department kene. kot yer pun ..agak2 ahh.dengki apa?
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
suddenly...everything is not fun..
yep..everything is not fun..omg..wanna back home..why do i have this kind of feeling today?really annoying lah. ya Allah..apa laah dosa aku buat dua tiga hari nih sampai rasa mcm nih...x suka sungguh...Ya Allah, jauhkan lah hambamu ini dengan rasa kurang senang ini..lapangkanlah dadaku ini...peliharakanlah aku dari segalah kejahatan dan keaiban ya Allah...ya Allah, Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim...
*hurm.. maybe i have to call my mum!
*hurm.. maybe i have to call my mum!
3 hours more..
in counting to end my challenge... to deactivate my account for 24 hours...hope it will successfully end!hua hua hua...
things have been said..
yes, there are people who like to stop us without hearing the rest of what we want to say,, and yes.. it make me mad sometime. sometime we can get the wrong message if we didnt get the whole sentence. let us explain first...or let us give the example ...wht is the real reason u dont want to listen the rest? yes...what i get from that is no other than you DONT want to listen @ "WATEVER" ...or u get ANNOYED. hurmmm...yes i get the wrong msg now, coz u will claim that.."it is not wht i mean from that" .. but it just like that.
Monday, March 28, 2011
Saturday, March 26, 2011
singgah lata payung...
dalam x der masa sangat nk spent ngn anak2 wek hujung2 minggu..sempat jugak singgah lata payung...saja lepas hantar kakak training netball..bawa adik2 dia yang lain gi jenguk air terjun hehe..sampai2 je...wah wah..mmg still lawa laa...dengan air jernih..turun je dari keta..terus berlari budak2 nih...
nasiff: cikdo, buleh dok mandi..
me: ehh..jange2. kekgi lambat..tengok jah..basuh2 kaki jah..
lama diorang duk basuh2 kaki...aku nampak dorang dah mcm x tahan sangat nk mandi...
bazel: cikdo, kalu pecat sluar jah buleh...x mandi tapi..
*taktik..
me: x yah xyah...
nasiff: cikdo, buleh dok mandi...
*sekali lagi dia tanya ..soalan sama..
me: x buleh...
aku amik camera mamat ..terus snap.. duk tgh layan amik gamba..dengar kak ngah jerit..
kak ngah: cikdo!! abih doh basah seluar budak2 nih...
aku gi jenguk...adoi...last2 mengalah..
me: ok ok...buang baju seluar...
apa lagi..melompat laa...
*teringat nasiff cakap kat aku 2 minggu lepas..." cikdo.. gi lata payung...lama dah x gi lata payung...x huje hari nih..buleh mandi..." aku jawap.."xyah laa kita gi pantai..nak?" nasiff excited.." nak!nak!" yang paling best ayat dia.."mujur ada cikdo..buleh gi pantai..cikdo balik laa sokmo" ~terharu~ bila nk ada anak sendiri ni.. ;)
nasiff: cikdo, buleh dok mandi..
me: ehh..jange2. kekgi lambat..tengok jah..basuh2 kaki jah..
lama diorang duk basuh2 kaki...aku nampak dorang dah mcm x tahan sangat nk mandi...
bazel: cikdo, kalu pecat sluar jah buleh...x mandi tapi..
*taktik..
me: x yah xyah...
nasiff: cikdo, buleh dok mandi...
*sekali lagi dia tanya ..soalan sama..
me: x buleh...
aku amik camera mamat ..terus snap.. duk tgh layan amik gamba..dengar kak ngah jerit..
kak ngah: cikdo!! abih doh basah seluar budak2 nih...
aku gi jenguk...adoi...last2 mengalah..
me: ok ok...buang baju seluar...
apa lagi..melompat laa...
*teringat nasiff cakap kat aku 2 minggu lepas..." cikdo.. gi lata payung...lama dah x gi lata payung...x huje hari nih..buleh mandi..." aku jawap.."xyah laa kita gi pantai..nak?" nasiff excited.." nak!nak!" yang paling best ayat dia.."mujur ada cikdo..buleh gi pantai..cikdo balik laa sokmo" ~terharu~ bila nk ada anak sendiri ni.. ;)
Thursday, March 24, 2011
my brother said to me once.
i did quite well in my upsr long time ago..14/15 years ago..and i got a place in his school. i realize that my relationship with him is really good at that time because i think he is changing..towards more responsible brother ..kind of..but when he knew that i'm going to continue my schooling at his school, he is not happy with it. and there is one thing he said to me at that time. and it is still echoing in my head..
he said.
" mu x yah ah gi skolah aku"
and i replied
"bakpo?"
jeng jeng jeng...he replied,
"sebb mu huduh"
it just stop like that because i still remmber i cant reply anything after that.. it just stop. and it actually the impact is still with me now. i dont have a gut to say i'm pretty.. for real. if i said that, i'm joking around.
::stop::
Monday, March 14, 2011
Sunday, March 13, 2011
this is hard..again!
i never want this happen for the second time..no third time...or fourth?i dont remmber, but pls, this is like unbelievable. i should re-think wht nani said before.. i have to mandi bunga or mandi air 7 kolah surau! how on earth i would know i will attracted to him. and how on earth that he must be like the one(he) before.great great destiny.
tiba-tiba dia jadi 'gila'
tiba-tiba saja nama budak tuh diulang-ulang. selama ni tak pernah plak jadi topik kecuali ada satu masa jadi perbualan untuk mengutuk yang seorang lagi..jadi budak itu dijadikan comparison sebb komen2 dia tak sentap mcm yang sorang lagi. semalam lagi sekali jadi hangat..hangat ke hangit? hahahhaha..antara yang membuat kitorang gelak nk pecah perut dalam secret recipe...adalah:
*uihhh badan dia...uuuuuu
*kalo ____ nak kat aku, aku nak kat dia.
*ko ngn polan sweet, tapi kalo ko ngn _____,wow!
*dah laa dekat ngn rumah aku...semua kejar aku..*bongek!
*nanti nk ajak mak aku pindah laa
*anak aku nanti kene tambah ___ laa kat depan
*beli baju kapel bernombor di giordano saiz M, bukan XL
*biar ah...aku anggap aku je lah! *epik beb!!
*sampai masa tiba nya waktu____!
*dia panggil mu __, kalau aku __ dia __ ah!
*dia panggil mu __, kalau aku __ dia __ ah!
~pls pls ... hadoi....ada tertinggal ker?
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Thursday, March 03, 2011
dear students..
it is a golden time for me if i'm having fun in handling the class. and for this semester, i have to admit, at the early time, its really hard because all the subjects are new to me. so i have to find new things for my class. but then, after a while...i realize that i;m having fun with my students. maybe i'm the lucky one this sem. i dont have any bad moment this semester with my studnts..how heaven is that...isnt it?:) enjoy the day.
Wednesday, March 02, 2011
atas dasar gurauan semata ...
giler. kene sembur terus x tahu nk buat apa..hadoi.ingat nk selamatkan keadaan tapi lain yang jadi..xper lah..no explanation needed. aku nih jenis contradictory..if it is true, i wont make jokes bout that..and if i know it is impossibly will be true..it will a funny thing for me to talk about. but then, people are different. and we need to understand people and accept it as a way to tolerate with other human being...farah, peace. ;)
Tuesday, March 01, 2011
hadapi dengan senyuman..
DEWA:HADAPI DENGAN SENYUMAN..
Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi .
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua... Kan baik baik saja
Bila ketetapan tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah .
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah
Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang
Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi .
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua... Kan baik baik saja
Bila ketetapan tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah .
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah
Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang
Thursday, February 24, 2011
kalau lah aku lecturer dia...kuang asam sungguh.
this incident was like last week..yes i clearly remmber it, it was on thursay. i got a call from aini saying that she wants me to help her translate a document for her department.. and i have no problem at all as long as she bring it to me. i was so damn lazy to go to academic block .. i changed all my classes at PPPA now because cannt 'tahan' laa ..tiring u know when i have to go here and there plus your office is not on the ground.. :P . ok, back to the story, so, aini came to the office. so i used zaza'a table because aini is pregnant and i have a heart to no making her climbing that stairs to my room. zaza was not around at that time coz she had to go to somewhere i dont know..heheh..so i started talking to aini and checking the translation. i was so focussed at that time because i cant do two things on a time. expecially reading. i can ignore wht ever happen around me when i'm reading...so aini was waiting patiently. then suddenly the 'budak kuang asam' came to the office.
BKA: kak zaza mana?
me: x der. dia pegi admin.
BKA: lama lagi ker? sy nk bayar yang MUET ni.
me: sy tak tahu. awk tunggu dia lah.
i continue talking to aini. aini gave a wierd face to me. as saying that "apa kene mamat ni"
BKA: dah kalo sy bayar je..kak amik duit nih pastu siap ah. sy datang nk bayar bende ni jer
me: eh, sy x tahu apa2..nanti kalo ada bende2 yang awk kene isi ke..apa ke..awk tunggu kak zaza ah..
i was distracted already at that time. as i said, i'm READING.
BKA: bukan apa pun..nih bayar untuk nota je nih..amik pastu xder ahh.. lagipun bukan yg sy punya..saya tolong bayarkan untuk kawan2 sy.
aku dh bengang dah... cant he see that i'm busy reading and i was dealing with someone else. pluss..its not my job.
me: sy mmg tak tahu. awk tunggu je la ehh..
aini: gini ah...awk bg no phone awk..bg duit pastu kak zaza call awk balik
*alaa. malas nyer nk layan budak ni
BKA: dah kak zaza gi mana?
me: ehh awk ni...dia gi admin *suara aku dah agak tinggi
ok, fine. i;m about to call zaza asking her to get back soon, because i started feeling my hot blood is melting.
and i took my phone, looking for zaza's number...but suddenly he said
BKA: haa boleh tak call dia ..suruh balik
*perghhhh..kuang hajar punya budak..aku nk tolong pun dh cukup baik. xder rasa nk tambah perkataan "tolong" pun kat depan..pastuh nk suruh2 aku plak.confirm aku dh hot..because i replied
me: ehh..awk nih...
aku hempas phone aku
me: tunggu lah awk situ..malas sy nk tolong call...berlagak sangat!
after i finish the words, zaza faced in. budak tuh sengeh2.
me: haa tuh..kak zaza dh balik..tak sabar2!! *sah suara aku tinggi...and i;m about to continue my unsettle work with aini...tiba-tiba
BKA: eh, jangan ah marah!
hot! hot!
me: dah awk yang kuang ajar ngn saya.
BKA: bila sy kuang ajar nye?!bila?
me: haaa itu pun dah kuang ajar tuh..tinggi suara..
BKA: bila plak sy kuang ajar?
me: eh. awk tahu x awk bercakap ngn sapa ni?
BKA: tak kira ahh sapa pun...tapi sy x cakap kuang ajar.
aku lost...kalo aku sambung pun..agak2 abis ker tak?zaza senyap...farah tambah..."ermm dah besar sangat laa tuh..."
BKA: bila ntah kuang ajar..dok tahu bende!
beb!!! atas muka aku dia sembur perkataan tuh...DOK TAHU BENDE!!! aku rasa nk pagi pelempang!!
*last2 skali air mata menitik sebb sakit ati x leh nk marah...i'm hoping so much that he will be my student next semester...tahu laa aku ajar budak tuh....kaw2 aku bagi dalam kelas...*sempat menyumpah2 sekejab, the a few minutes after that..i realize its not good talking bad to student. so i change it ... doa aku untuk budak kuang asam tuh...dirahmati Allah dan sejahtera keatasnya ... amin.
BKA: kak zaza mana?
me: x der. dia pegi admin.
BKA: lama lagi ker? sy nk bayar yang MUET ni.
me: sy tak tahu. awk tunggu dia lah.
i continue talking to aini. aini gave a wierd face to me. as saying that "apa kene mamat ni"
BKA: dah kalo sy bayar je..kak amik duit nih pastu siap ah. sy datang nk bayar bende ni jer
me: eh, sy x tahu apa2..nanti kalo ada bende2 yang awk kene isi ke..apa ke..awk tunggu kak zaza ah..
i was distracted already at that time. as i said, i'm READING.
BKA: bukan apa pun..nih bayar untuk nota je nih..amik pastu xder ahh.. lagipun bukan yg sy punya..saya tolong bayarkan untuk kawan2 sy.
aku dh bengang dah... cant he see that i'm busy reading and i was dealing with someone else. pluss..its not my job.
me: sy mmg tak tahu. awk tunggu je la ehh..
aini: gini ah...awk bg no phone awk..bg duit pastu kak zaza call awk balik
*alaa. malas nyer nk layan budak ni
BKA: dah kak zaza gi mana?
me: ehh awk ni...dia gi admin *suara aku dah agak tinggi
ok, fine. i;m about to call zaza asking her to get back soon, because i started feeling my hot blood is melting.
and i took my phone, looking for zaza's number...but suddenly he said
BKA: haa boleh tak call dia ..suruh balik
*perghhhh..kuang hajar punya budak..aku nk tolong pun dh cukup baik. xder rasa nk tambah perkataan "tolong" pun kat depan..pastuh nk suruh2 aku plak.confirm aku dh hot..because i replied
me: ehh..awk nih...
aku hempas phone aku
me: tunggu lah awk situ..malas sy nk tolong call...berlagak sangat!
after i finish the words, zaza faced in. budak tuh sengeh2.
me: haa tuh..kak zaza dh balik..tak sabar2!! *sah suara aku tinggi...and i;m about to continue my unsettle work with aini...tiba-tiba
BKA: eh, jangan ah marah!
hot! hot!
me: dah awk yang kuang ajar ngn saya.
BKA: bila sy kuang ajar nye?!bila?
me: haaa itu pun dah kuang ajar tuh..tinggi suara..
BKA: bila plak sy kuang ajar?
me: eh. awk tahu x awk bercakap ngn sapa ni?
BKA: tak kira ahh sapa pun...tapi sy x cakap kuang ajar.
aku lost...kalo aku sambung pun..agak2 abis ker tak?zaza senyap...farah tambah..."ermm dah besar sangat laa tuh..."
BKA: bila ntah kuang ajar..dok tahu bende!
beb!!! atas muka aku dia sembur perkataan tuh...DOK TAHU BENDE!!! aku rasa nk pagi pelempang!!
*last2 skali air mata menitik sebb sakit ati x leh nk marah...i'm hoping so much that he will be my student next semester...tahu laa aku ajar budak tuh....kaw2 aku bagi dalam kelas...*sempat menyumpah2 sekejab, the a few minutes after that..i realize its not good talking bad to student. so i change it ... doa aku untuk budak kuang asam tuh...dirahmati Allah dan sejahtera keatasnya ... amin.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
for the first time, i was a master of ceremony.
without any experience even once, not even when i was in primary or secondary school. but i was given a chance to be a MC just because they like my voice projection when i was being interviewed last year. 8 months ago. watching people from upstage is really cool. i think i did quite well. credit goes to mr amir for being my partner that night.
Tuesday, February 01, 2011
my tears burst out..but i'm not crying..p/s:my lovely students...
yes,,when i laugh, my tears will definitely came out.and it happened last sunday.
i gave a task to my students to memorize a speech and present it without any papers on their hand..and well u know wht happened..:P ..then i asked them to give me reason why they cant do a good presentation. this is among their reasons:
1. i cannot remmber the task because i have brain damage.* i agree..hahahaha
2. i also not comfortable by your attitude because u always inserting your private problem in class. privacy is privacy. please!! i beg on you. dont be so lame. control your emotion.this is not 'lost your temper' lesson. this is communication skill lesson. * i think i should give the same msg to u. :P
3. because i always do a task at the last minute due to my laziness. * hurmm...predictable.
4. well, actually i think i may be afraid and nervous at the same time when people look at me God, i;m afraid. it's like they watch me like they wanna eat me... * your presentation make me lost my appetite. :P
5.i have no chance to present my idea, i know that i not good in English so they dont believe in me. * this is not good for group work.
6. the lecturer is so sporting , but the students in this class are so noisy and be rude. the students should not be like that if they want to be a success students.
7. we are sorry. u are too good to us..* ?wht do u mean guys.. :P
8.the reason i cannot contribute with miss mislaiha class because miss speak like want to angry us. besides that miss always talk to our class..* this is hilarious. after this , i will come to your class and sengeh only...then u will call me psycho.
9.as a terengganu people, our pronunciation in english is not good. * what about me? i'm from terengganu also
10. actually we happy when miss make a class happening, and we also bad mood when miss not in good mood. * i pun manusia.
11. cause miss quite fierce. *mana ada! :P
12. i'm scared with boys. * hadoi... no comment lah
13. but i did memorize the speech and our group did maybe a nice presentation., loud and clear. and today, i dont think i should hear the bubbling from you miss! it make me stress. every time when class, the person that did not so the work, will get scold by you. but you actually scold everyone. and i dont like it very much. thank you very much. respect and love PEACE! * ini namanya adil. :P
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