long lost friend...

when i was in matriculation centre PJ (uia)i knew Kamal.but we hardly contact each other ..after i got to main campus PJ i never had a time to stay in touch with him.one email a year maybe. but after 8 years..we became friends again...its good.

its tearing up my everything inside..

its really hard to believe that i'll have this kind of situation in real life. i never imagine all these things happened to me. it is more suitable to put it in some soap opera that needed to draggin' on till 86 epi.maybe i should bring my life plot ( so many things happen for someone who only 25 years) to someone, screenwriter maybe and i'm very sure that it can be a huge success. with all the audiences have a whole sympathy for my character!..how can i start to tell you guys out there..last thursday was really a nightmare for me. 2 days later become worsen. my 'guy' who i've been friend a few months ago (but i like him like since i was 14) get married.its really another a shit stuck on my path.and it take a afew days raining to make it cleaned. this is realy scary even for myself to realize that i'm stil normal until today bcause, i went to his wedding ceremony!and ..please god, out of nowhere..he appeared in front of me that day perfectly with his baju melayu that was same color with my baju kurung. dont u think this is really scary!oh my gosh, at this point i really amazed with myself that i barely went through these rediculous situation with no tears..i'm very sure that i looked very normal outside but it was burning inside, until i can feel..everything goes apart. just keep my pray everything single minute that i will free from thinkng bout him. there's nothing left.

kenduri paling menyakitkan hati

semalam ada jemputan kawin yg aku rasa harus/wajiblah dihadiri sebbnya, tuan empunya diri gi jemput sendiri..dia datang bilik office bagi kad..so kami pergi laa 4 org semalam..x per laa,,,aku nk bg detail kang ader budak2 ofis baca post nih...jadik hal plak...kesimpulan nye..di kenduri itulah..kami 4 sekawan tidak dilayan langsung..yang paling menyayat hati..tuan empunya diri tuh x kenal pon aku!!!adushh..ingatkan gi jemput sendiri, ingatlah muka aku..adoi3.dia cakap..'ni yang mana ehh?'..uishhh..rasa nk tikam jer diri sendiri!kami pun pulang dengan kesebalan di hati dan kebengangan di kepala!

kenduri..kenduri..kenduri

this is like the 7th wedding i attended for this week, it normal to have a bunch of invitation when it comes school's holiday here..it is really exciting and irritating at the same time..exciting if the one that married is our closest friends or our sibling.irritating if we just dont know the people but we are forced to attend it for the sake of our parent-obviously i was the one whohave to give a ride to go there!uh-oh. if..note this, the word that i used here 'if'..if i'm getting married someday..i wont choose school holiday!it make people exhausted especially if ours are on the end of the holiday..people just dont have the eagerness anymore!hahha..i said on behalf of myself!

the twilight saga..novel!!

i bought novels for the first time in my life on 29/5/09..'twilight' and 'new moon' by stephenie meyer and it blown my mind. i watched twilight movie and i'm crazy bout that..but now, after i read more than half of the novel 'twilight' (page 381/500 plus2)i acclaimed myself as crazier than ever ..surely i will buy the last two novel of it after this. cant wait to finish this novel and continue for the second one.i cant stop reading it. thnks for aina again for urging me to watch the movie so that i was so excited to buy the books..and it worth!maybe this the beginning for me to start reading books which is the activity i hated most before. i read only when i have examination!for the people out there..try to read this and u'll stuck with it.

hilangkan stress keje kat funfair KT

lepas antar lyn kat bustand KT dalam kul 9..aku nani ngn ina(duapupu aku)gi lepak A&W-masih bertahan sampai skang dan sebab utamanya adalah lokasi yg amat strategik-tepi pantai..sambil makan sambil dengar bunyi ombak..nk tgk x leh sebb malam kan..mana nampak.pastuh kitorang gi funfair ..naik euro wheel..kegayatan aku hapuskan demi kepuasan melihat bandar KT yg indah..disirami lampu neon..he3.

wanno dah kawin!!!

i'm very happy for her.it is really exciting to see her with the lovely hubby went through a new journey of life (which i really dont how will be mine yet..cant even imagine it..heheheh). hoping that this marriage doesnt come in between our friendship.i was there in Shah Alam together with her at her nikah ceremony which was happened really smooth..thank god for that.this gurl, she is my bestfriend since we were in matric PJ and also in UIA main campus, Gombak.we went through a lot of things together and the most unforgetable one is...when we were chased by dogs after we sang jamrud's song in a very loud tone!the song was SURTI TEJO!that incident will never erased from my mind..it was crazy..until now, i still wondering how can wanno run faster than me after she realized those dogs chased us..please note that, i was an athlete and surely my body was tougher than her those days..but she run passing me and left me behind!!it was hilarious..consider how can somebody can be..braver, tougher, faster or smarter if they are under pressure!ha3.these pictures taken on the memorable day!

AKIL SYAFIQ...muah3.

this is my newest nephew! but i dont really have time to see him lately..swear to god..i dont even recognize him for the first time i saw him..he is so lovely..so dang cute! and last week i got opportunity to see him because i went to shah alam to attend my best friend wedding, wanno. so here he is!