Dream..

last night after having a glass of coffee at Mesra Mall with a bunch of 'idiots'...hahahhaa..ok a bunch or 'smarties', we left the place with a disappointment because the failure to get 'tickets of 3 seats that are not separated' for the movie 'the other guys'..hurmm..si farah suggest,

'kita tgk jangan pandang belakang congkak lah',

is not that i dont want to see it but miss Zaza already give negative comment bout that movie

'tak best..biasa je, nak tgk pun bleh gok..OK lah'

so, hurmm..x der semangat lah nk tgk...ohh while we was queing before the counter, Lyn had a beautiful moment to cherish for..she met her cousin..i said beautiful moment because i could see how her face was last night..glowing. at that time, i miss my cousin. i have one that really close to me when we were kids. everywhere we go we'll be together especially when he came back to out home. its something that i will remmber till the day i die.

cousin, is someone that can be really close to us just like siblings...and also..they can be a total stranger to us. parents play the main role here. i think i know all my cousins well..my late grandma once said,

' anak beranak nih kene slalu ingat..pah tak dok sapo2 gak, sapo lagi nk tolong kalu dok sedara mara'

and wht i did was totally opposite.hehehhee.. segan lah nk kenal ngn sedara mara..i know its not good, but i think it is because i grew up inn hostel. i spent almost half of my life in hostel since 13-24 years old.. surrounded with friends. after i went back working at my hometown, i always..always hear this from people,

' ehh... dah nih sapo?'

and my mom or my dad will say,

'nih anak tino kita laa'


'doh bakpo x rajing tengok..'

yerp..i heard it many times. i tried my best to know my relatives. but now, i'm working outside and i hardly have chances like before to know everyone like i used to have when i stayed at home last 2 years. hurmm...kenali lah saudara kita. jom!

come to the the centre of wht i;m going to tell here ..hahahhaa..jauh menyimpang. so we went back and farah slept before me. i couldnt sleep.maybe because the effect of the caffeine. then i watched CSI back to back..CSI NY n MIAMI... uhuuu.. and guess who's in it..ashley simpson and pete weisz..hahhaha..then after it ended, i still cant sleep..turn to farah...hurmm memang dah tidur! then change to chanel DIVA..and there was a movie just about to start. hurmm ..i think i wanna watch this until i feel sleepy. but the story was so good. and i waited until the last minute it ended. and at that time, its already 4 am.

i dont know how i fell asleep but i know that  had a dream. and KAMAL..i met you there. hahahhaha... and i can remmber it well..yes you..KAMAL.